Just like arms ...
I don't understand everything about the afterlife but somehow in my heart (and maybe it is because it is what I want to believe) I believe that you see what we are writing. It helps to put my thoughts into words...
I have so very many memories of you; when it is quiet I find myself thinking trying very hard to remember one more thing. It has truly made me realize more than ever how everything that we do in life creates a memory good or bad ... yet another learning experience.
Yet when it comes down to what my favorite memory is it always goes back to one thing ... your touch! And as I look at pictures of you it seems that pretty much everyone felt the same ... they always touched you or you touched them. It is strange how sometimes when things seem rougher than other times I feel your touch your strength and your love. I read Carla's and Bo's posts and know that they feel the same ... Carla through hearing you tell her something and Bo through remembering conversations. You didn't have wealth or fame but what you had was far more valuable; you had and gave love ... and you still do. I only hope that you know what an amazing man you have been!!!!
The times that hurt the most are the times that I stop and let myself think that this truly will be forever... until I can once again feel your touch in heaven. For now, memories of you are the arms that once protected me.
I have something that a lot of girls don't have I have the knowledge that my daddy truly loved me ... that no matter what I did, I was still special. Thank you dad for that ... I know that I was not perfect yet somehow you always made me feel as though I was. You are amazing!!!!
I miss you more and more each day.
I have done something to try to help those that you have left behind ... I hope you are proud of me and know that I have done it out of love for you and them! I know that you know what I am talking about. I worked hard and am happy with the result ... are you? I think so. :)
With this I close this ... just know I love you more and more with every breath I take ... and in the moments that take my breath away.
I truly miss you!!!!